Friday, September 26, 2008

Helping friend in hard times

I find it interesting, how God use me in many ways to help people in times of need. It's always seems like it's the 'wrong' timing or when I'm busy but somehow it always works out.

The most frustrating thing is to see your friend go through hardship and you can't do much about it. It's like God is differing the answers. It's so annoying that the friend that you are trying to help won't listen to you, or have their own mind set and won't change it for the better. The long hours and hurt that I have to go through sometimes to listen to them and to advice them(with the aid of the Holy Sprit ), but I always find joy in the end, when everything is well at the end. Like the old hymn, it is well.. it is well, with my soul....

Now I'm kinda annoyed that a person that I know needs help but I can't seem to help. There is like a barrier. I find my self getting worried that I might offend or say do something wrong. O Lord, help me.. I'm too emotionally dependent on people and the fear of losing a friend is evermore bogging me down.... But You are the Lord that hears our cries and have not given us a fearful sprit... I shall proclaim it and stand firm on your promises...

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Genesis

Genesis... The beginning of it all....

I have found that through my walk with out Lord Jesus, I have learn and discover things I would not have known any other way other than through Him and doing his work.

I also found out that I couldn't remember most of what I have learn or discover if I did not write it down. Many great discoveries and findings have been forgotten and misplaced....

Therefore.... I have decided to blog and write down my thoughts and my findings.

I hope and pray that the Lord will continue to mold me and use me for His mighty works....